Breaking the Ice Cube

Firstly, to the grammar police out there, I would like to tell you that my English is not very fluent. Sorry if I annoy you with my stupid grammar.Well this is my first time writing a blog. I heard from someone before this, blogging can help u release your stress, express your feelings and many more. So, I write this blog to give myself new experience and err maybe as an action to encourage my weight loss progress. 

Let's talk something about myself. I'm a woman, age 25, married, a student, and having a problem with my weight. Yeah. Weight. Overweight. With only 154 cm height, my total weight at this moment is 112 kg. I am not born as a fat girl, in fact my weight started to amplify itself around the age of 16. I love food, yeah, very much, who doesn't love food anyway? haha. My weight started to increase drastically when i met my husband, first 2 years of our relationship, i gain 20 kg. We're married on may, 2013 (my weight is 117 kg at the moment). After married, i try to lose some weight yea, doing 13 days diet, going to weight management centre and many more, then from 117 kg, i lose 20 kg to 97 kg. But during thesis writing, i gain back another 15 kg. Blurghhh. So here I am, with new mission. MY GOAL is, 55 kg at the end of this year. So much to lose huh? It's like losing 3/4 of my weight right now. Well i believe, when there is a will, there is a way.

If I forget what is my purpose for reducing my weight, this is a reminder as why i want to do a big changes to myself:

1. For Allah; as I'm having difficulties to perform my prayers. Especially during the tahyat akhir.
2. For my husband; as a sign of love as he wish i can reduce my weight to 80 kg. 
3. For myself; 10 years as a fat girl, i want to stay healthy, as age increases, risk to get diseases is higher.
4. For my mothers; ya, both my mother and mother-in-law as they never get tired to nag about my weight, if given a chance, they can nag all day long about my weight. 
5. For the person WHO TREATED ME DIFFERENTLY from others, just because i'm fat and not beautiful to their eyes.

So today, Tuesday, 15 April 2014, I'm starting a new journey for my weight loss. Wish me luck, courage me more and don't seduce me with foods. I hate foods.